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Striving For Perfection

My unperfect life

26 October 1984
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If you can't control your life do something you can control.

Better to kill yourself than to be killed.....

Height: 5'7"
Current Weight: Can't even state right now.
Highest Weight: 140 :(
Lowest Weight: 110
Short Term Goal Weight: fuck it all....
Long Term Goal Weight: 109 or below
Be __thin.
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